Appreciate 

If you was to ask what makes me happy?  The answer wouldn't be money or a handout for free.  I pray for things money can't buy,  Because I'm on a different type of time.  I'm truly a sensitive woman at heart.  An admirer who cherishes the essence of every art.  Especially when it comes to…

Expectation 

My heart is blaring as I get closer to seeing you. Asking myself, "what am I going to do?" Asking myself, "what am I going to say?" What am I doing to keep you coming my way? Then was that moment I looked up at you... That I realized my eyes couldn't move. Looking at…

Bipolar 

It was supposed to be a normal day,  A normal doctors visit, Just professional help to keep my sky from turning grey. Unaware I would be prescribed all these meds.  I didn't know I was leaving with a label.  I didn't know I was going to be questioned from all different angles.  But I should…

Craved Intimacy

I overthink where your mind wanders,  When I'm thinking about you for hours.  I crave your attention on your free time,  Just to be reminded that I cross your mind.  I replay in my head our last contact.  Remembering the vibe and how we interact.  It's a sin to be thinking about all this sex,…

Would You Still Love Me? 

If I told you I look for consistency,  Would you still distance yourself from me?  If I told you at times I can be pessimistic,  Would you still love me?  If I told you I'm overly sensitive,  Would you still argue with me?  If I told you I don't trust easily,  Would you still fight…

Green Mind

I love the way the blunt burns, As I slowly inhale and exhale during my turn. I breathe in my deepest thoughts,  And let out my most approved thoughts.  So many unspoken words intertwined  in the smoke, Flowing out my mouth after each toke.  I let the power of my mind, Calm me down in…

Effort 

For once I am tired.  Tired of going unnoticed and not being admired.  I love hard with some expectations.  I dream of a fairytale just without the fiction.  My moments alone, I think about how I want a man to caress me.  I think about how I want a man to speak to me.  I…

Natural Attraction 

When I walk in a room that you're in,  I can't help but smile and start questioning... Why I am attracted to the movement of your eyes,  Why I fantasize the feeling of your hand on my thigh,  Why I am attracted to the harmony in your voice,  Or why a word from you overwhelms…

Sitting with the Devil 

Attempting to commit suicide takes a lot of inner power.  A strong willed temptation that is evil.  For the thought to even cross your mind is sinister.  And who you choose to confide in can be fatal.  But that's what I failed to see...  When I cried to a sly friend, And her smile peeped…

Mistreated 

It happened again today... I started to break down after picturing your face. A cry that brought me down to the floor. A moment realizing that I can't pretend anymore. I gave in to my impulse. I texted you last night despite of all of the insults. I called to possibly hear your voice, But…